Its not complaining if i care. Why couldnt you say these things when we were dating and when i wasnt talking to someone else, why couldnt we be what we are now, while we were dating. I just break everytime something happens.

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I miss you. I told myself to stop thinking about you, i made myself engrossed in everyone elses shit, but when im alone, your all i think about. I love you for pete sake. I wanted to not love you… If you would have given me a chance to explain… i wanted you. its always been you. Everyday.. No matter what im going through i just want to tell you… and now someone has to get hurt. Do i keep it in, or do i let my tongue fly and hurt the people i love most. I just wish i could have my cake and eat it too. I want you to understand i love you.. I cry every night, wishing for you to just say something to mme..

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i know i have before, but not enough. I love you, and I don’t want to lose you. You don’t even know how much you meant to me… fuck, i dont think i did either. Please don’t go. I’m here for you no matter what… i know you’ll never see this, either.

(Source: carterxoh)

Loving someone to such an extent that you know leaving them is what will make you both happy in the end, maybe not now, no right now your hearts breaking and your eyes are pleading but in a couple of weeks you’ll be back to new, a new you, a new fresh start.  youll be you again, only much more muchy.